Shadow of a policeman says a lot to me.

I studied in a school which was at a half hour distance from my residence .i never preferred to go by an auto or school bus. I always wanted to go free and feel the surrounding .Some people don’t like crowd and noise but I love them I like to analyze them and make stories from their faces .More faces to me mean more stories to me.I never wanted to be part of crowd I just want to see people in crowd and see them going their way. I have special love for noise. Silence is mark of death of joy in my soul according to my way of living but all these years what I found most interesting was the face of the hawaldar whose face said a new story every day.

             On my way to school I always found two policemen at two places one at Sher –E –Punjab chowk and the other one at Aakashwaani chowk .whether it was rainy ,be it a 48 degree hot summer, chilling cold .those two men in my way to school and coming back I never found resting. His devotion towards duty always inspired me .The Policemen could recognize me because it was my route from class 3 to 11 and used to wish them “good morning”. A lot of people say that “How will this Hawaldar protect me.He is so fat and has got belly? How can we expect him to run after thief.After my long years of constant study to their face .i found the answer of these questions. I could feel the many emotions when I saw them sweating in summer and even after that they were doing their duty with no complains. A lot comment upon their belly .He has got belly because his lifestyle is unhealthy .He works harder than any engineer or a MBA .He’s on roads all day and takes in all dust, solving cases, dealing with different emotions every day. Also he’s paid less .He gets very little time to spend with family .When we enjoy our festivals they protect us .They make Holi, Republic day and Independence day worth celebrating. They sacrifice their feelings and emotions for their family for us. They can’t take their children to a movie .He has no time for exercise and hence gets belly but I can tell I never found them bunking a single day of their duty all my school years and can claim they are real tough men .They get very little time to exercise but he can still fight the criminals .it’s hard job but he has sense of duty because he is policemen.

I have great respect for Policemen and I’ll always have. I respect them for the sense of their duty. They do for their nation without complains .I still say" cowards die many time, but the valiant and brave die once and for me policemen mean this. I feel hurt when I find people ignoring the death of a policemen .to me policemen and army men are same. I always find a shadow of that hawaldars and their shadows speak a lot to me and make me remind me sense of duty towards my nation.I wish everyone have a shadow to walk by their side to remind them their duty.

सोच कँहा है परिवर्तन की सब पैसे की उड़ान है

                                

पैसे की चाह अजीब है जिसके पास है सबको लगे वही अमीर  है ,
 जो पैसे  कमायेगा  वही  समाज  में  सफल  कहलायेग,
क्या फायदा उन पैसो  का जो भूखे को मार दे ,
क्या करेगा वह पैसा जो गरीबो के घर उजाड़  दे ,
वक़्त बड़ा बलवान है पैसा समय  के संग खत्म हो जायेगा,
समाज़वाद  के नाम पर सिर्फ पैसा -पैसा नज़र  आएगा।

कल के आज  आज से कल  समय  बदलता जाता है 
कोई आता है कोई  जाता है। 
लेकिन  इस महाकाल  पैसे  का मोह  वंही  रह जाता है.
बापू  जैसा  परवर्तन  कोई नहीं ला पायेगा 
पैसा परिवर्तन कि सोच पर   हरदम  भरी नज़र  आएगा। 

रख पैसे जेब  में  दिमाग दौड़ाओ 
खद को देखो समाज को देखो परिवर्तन की तरफ कदम बढ़ाओ 
क्या करेगा पैसा जब इंसान ही मर  जायेगा। 
क्या  करेंगे डॉक्टर -इंजीनियर  जब इंसानियत  ही  मार  दी  जाएगी 
इन  पैसो कि भूख  को परिवर्तन की सोच  ही बचा पायेगी। 
वरना इंसान तो रहेंगे बेसक  बस इंसानियत मर जाएगी। 
                      
                                            कवि -विशाल कुमार रंजन

WHAT PET'S REALLY MEAN TO ME...?

                                 

                                          

 We have to give tests every hour and every minute, humans have proving tendency they always tend to prove themselves. Their life goes on in proving themselves and they end up with nothing short of real accomplishment in life. They have money, friends, a lot of servicemen but what they always search is a true friend who has no demands from except for the fact that he needs love, care and affection of your.in result of this your friend will make your life and that’s for sure happened with me.
I am born to family who love pets a lot. We have always had a pet with us since the very beginning and dog’s always had a special respect in my family. They held higher positions than family members in my family even all pet lovers are of same kind. As a kid I have always wanting a dog ever since I saw it to a man .My father bought a dog named JACKY to our family. He was the king of our family .He was loved more than me rather say it than everyone else .He was a white Pomeranian dog. The moment I saw it I was so happy that till now there are no words to express my that feel. Once he was not being found in the house .Everyone was searching for it all over that even my neighbor’s kids were searching and we were so sad .My sister even began crying .i was totally hurt I was very upset and went to terrace for some air but then I heard a barking sound .i jumped off and found that he is locked inside and the moment I was him I was so touched by his actions .He began jumping to me and started licking .i bent down to calm him. When I saw his face I found that he has cried a lot, marks of tears were on his face. I was touched and I took him in my arms then went on to everyone. He began jumping and started to run around everyone. He was so happy that even we altogether can’t stop him from running .finally he stopped when he himself got tired .He used to be the center of attraction of all the marriage ceremonies that took place besides my house .Even our postal address changed from Prabhakar Kishore’s house to Jacky’s house .He was marked the supreme member of house I also was given a special status among my friends because I had a dog who followed my orders best thing about him was he never bitten unless he found anyone doing harm to us. Only one thing used to bring him to anger that words were “JACKY, 50 LAKH, with a piston made with fingers and the next moment you’ll be to death unless my mother intervene in between. I realized the meaning of love when I went to Delhi and he was with mom I used to miss him very much and he missed me as well. I found out the day I came back from Delhi and he ran and jumped till he was totally exhausted .in the mean period I realized how it feels to be always from loving one’s .you found the silliest things the more important to you once you are away from them. I really missed his barking in the early morning .In Delhi, alarm replaced him but I never had that love which I had from him .it made me nostalgic every time I woke up in the morning. Our family settled in Jamshedpur. Now we were together our day began with running in the ground and playing. Soon after 3 years I lost him.it took me a month to admit that actually I have lost him. I was so sad .I stopped playing, going in the playground .i didn’t liked talking to anyone. Then I moved to my new school made .I made friends but his going away left a vacancy in my life that has never been filled.
I would go to the ground and sit to the place where we used to play in the evening and listen to the inner melodies of the spirit ,which one hears only in leisure  moment’s  when the worlds of some loved poet touch a deep, sweet cord in the soul that had been silent .Those feelings of his vacancy made to write my dairy and I began writing it from class 6 and  continue till now,his vacancy was later filled by duo pet's RACKY and TYSON but they too soon left me rather say time took them away from me. It's never the fact that one doesn't have time for certain work it's all about his priorities.i found my class 10 boards more prior to them,but the two helped me lot during my boards they used to Wake me up fight till 12 pm and i used to wake up.whenever i got bored they began making noise and i began shouting on them to shut up but they were not humans they were dogs and that was the best part they were dog ,the best friend of man.one's real friend has no complains only demands our love and care and gives you endless love ,care ,and happiness in return.

THE HIKE OF ENTRANCE EXAMS I FACED

           I knew life will be very tough and competitive  as we grow up but being very frank to myself.i don't wanna defeat anyone neither do i wanna lose.i just wanna win others heart not steal it.

    Coming back to business ,i have written this sharing my experience of class 11th entrance exam ...

I seriously don't know how i grew up so big that i am to enter class 11 but this hyper competitive world  leaves no one ....everyone has inherited  talent ,own self interest and  love...

 Here talking about me .I am to share my experience of my first entrance exam..

 7 day's before tests all my friends chinmay ,Neha,Poojashree,rohit and Ameesa were bothering of entrances and were working on it...

 when it comes to mine .I felt "come on man",how can anyone judge someone whose slybuss is half completed and is asked questions from full term .fine, the best can crack but what about the one's less privileged like me...All my friends were preparing for a school called DAV,BISTUPUR.just few days back before form submission i came to know of the streams on has to fill in the form to take up to class 11 entrance exams

..ohhh,god first let us know what we are good at and then decide what we should take .it was like i have never been to playground all my life and was told to be the goal keeper and save the match all the time...Possibly i knew one thing that i am emotional kinda person so i can't be a engineer .so the next option comes from the  law applicable to all the Indian families if not a engineer then he is a doctor and if born in bihari family like i was IAS is at top priority .i seriously felt to bring out something creative part of mine . i wanted to bring myself for a cause to bring change to human society but all this goes in vain once you choose a stream like i choose bio science.Here comes other tragedy all my school life i always had my friends support but no friend of mine was with me to give biology entrance exam as they all were aspired engineers.hence i came alone in the crowd of thousands to face this exam alone where all faces were unknown to me and mine was unknown to them everything was new to me..even i didn't knew the route to go to school and the auto rickshaw guy dropped me few meters away from my destination and i had to run because i was running late ....when i entered i found campus was empty complete silence .i found my room and my place comes the next tragedy it was mentioned to answer with black pen's only and and i didn't had black pen  another answer was to answer with pencil but again i didn't had that as well ..i thought to ask the teacher but the moment i asked she told me that it was mentioned in the admit card there i realized ya it was mentioned fools like me read the important instructions once the are severely caught because of ignoring that instructions then i looked around to hunt for a pencil there i found a decent girl whose parent;s taught her to keep an extra of everything and luckily she followed their instruction s but people like me remember it when they get caught seriously .i got the pencil and i can't ask for eraser now because that will be very embarrassing hence i looked to put only correct answers i knew..everything was going against my side except for the reason i was given a window seat which is my favorite..i could see a lot of birds outside chirping from sitting in the class.i saw the questions they bounced of my head some i missed and some were playable .hence overall i batted well.at least something i did than doing nothing and i was  proud of even doing that .

Exam was over but what i saw the next blew off my mind i saw thousands of kids coming together of a crowd .there were so many faces that even i found my face hiding somewhere and missing ..Now i understood why was the competition so much if all wanna go the same place and everyone one tries for it .simply it makes it difficult to choose the right for that place.it took almost half an hour to pass that 20 meter's distance.The moment i was out of the crowd i felt relief and took a deep breathe .Then i got little emotional because there was no one to pick me up while every other had their parents or well wishers to accompany them i was little upset for this  but then i thought that an important face of my life began with the burdens of my life on my own shoulders and all i have to do now is alone and face difficulties alone.then i decided to walk and observe people and their faces. i walked from that school to kharkhai bridge and looked at a lot many faces all had different feel on their faces some happy some sad some excited some worried...but all had a kind of satisfaction for what they were in ...

 this made me realized  it not only about an entrance exam it 's about an entrance to a serious lifestyle where the journey of miles is on our own shoulder's and one one is around to help you out.either you crack it or get cracked with it.

EXAMS COMES AND GOES .WHAT MATTER'S IS THE THINGS YOU ACTUALLY  LEARNED ARE APPLICABLE TO THE REAL WORLD OR NOT.THESE YOU REALIZE  FROM THE HARSH EXPERIENCE OF YOUR LIFE.

                                      BY -VISHAL KUMAR RANJAN

सुकून कँहा है रफ़्तार में

सुना है बचपन  से  मैंने ,समय  बड़ा बलवान है.

मान गया मैं भी  ,यह हनुमान  से भी  बलवान है

पर  एक सवाल मुझे  इसकी  दुर्बलता को दर्शाता है.

आखिर बीता हुआ समय वापस  क्यों  नहीं आता  है।

क्यों ना हम बचपन की उन यादों  को  जी  पातें हैं

क्यों  न  हम हम फिर बेफिक्र हो गप्पे लड़ते हैं.

क्यों  न हमे  हमारी दोस्ती वापस न मिल पाती हैं

जो वक़्त की इस दौड में खोखली नज़र आती हैं

क्यों ना सब पहले सा हो पाता है।

क्यों न हम अपने दादा -दादी की गोद में वापस  खेल पातें हैं

 क्यों   न  हम हम  स्कूल के वो दिन वापस ला पातें  हैं।

जँहा  हम लड़ झगड़ के अपना प्यार  जताते हैं

क्यों न  हमारी सरारतें वापस  आ पातीं हैं

सुकून कँहा हैं  रफ़्तार में सब  जगह आपाधापी  है।

समय अगर तू बलवान है तो यह बता

क्यों तू बीता हुआ कल  न वापस  ला  पाता है.

जानता हूँ मैं बीता हुआ समय ,इस रफ़्तार भरी ज़िन्दगी में वापस न आएगा

वो बस यादों के बहाने हमें खूब रुलाएगा -हसाएगा।

                          

चूहे की माँ

  
बात कुछ उन दिनों  की है ।दिवाली  आने वाली थी आस  पड़ोस में सभी अपने अपने घरो की  सफाई कर रहे थे।   मैं  बहुत आलसी और कामचोर  किस्म  का था।  मैं  हमेशा  माँ से  कहा की  " आप  मुझ से प्यार नहीं  करती हैं  जब  देखो काम -काम  करते रहती हैं।   बाकियों के घर देखो इतनी सुबह कौन  काम  रहा  है।  यह बात अलग है  सभी अपनी घरो की सफाई कर रहे थे। मेरे  घर में पर्चा बना की कौन क्या काम करेगा। मैं घबरा गया  कंही मुझे मुस्किल कमरे की सफाई का काम न मिले। मैं घबरा गया। सब ने अपने पर्चियां उठायें और अब   मेरी  बारी  थी। मैंने  डर  आभास में पर्चा उठाया और पर्चे में मिला "पूजा घर " मैं मन ही  मन खुश हो गया क्यूंकि माँ पूजा घर की सफाई रोज करती थी। मेरे  घर  का मंदिर थोड़ी उच्ची झगह पर था। इसलिए उसके ऊपर की सफाई नहीं हो पाती थी। मैंने सोचा सिर्फ  छत की सफाई  कर देता हूँ और फिर जा के सबको परेशान करूंगा।
मैं  झाड़ू और सफाई  यंत्र लेकर चढ़ गया  पर जैसे ही मैं  ऊपर पंहुचा   मैंने एक चुहिया\ और  उसके  छोटे -छोटे बच्चों  के देखा। मैं डरपोक  झट से नीचे उतर  गया  और डंडे  से  मंदिर पर मरने लगा। मैं मंदिर पर मार  रहा था ताकि चूहियँ भाग जाय और में उसके बच्चों को फेक अपना कार्य  करूँ। मुझे  लगा की मेरे मारने से चुहिया भाग जाएगी और  में डंडे को जोर जोर  से मरने लगा। डंडे की आवाज़ सुन मेरी माँ आ गयी। मेरी माँ  कहा यह क्या शोर  रहे हो। मैंने कहा " माँ कुछ नहीं एक चुहैया और उसके बच्चे हैं मंदिर की छत पर मैं उन्हें भगा  रहा हूँ। माँ ने कहा देखो अब तक भाग गयी  होगी। मैं फिर ऊपर  चढ़ा और जो  देखा  मुझे  आज तक स्मरण  है वह  चुहैया अपने सरीर से अपने बच्चों को छुपाकर बैठी थी और मुझे देख रहे थी। चहिये का वह रूप मुझे पर गहरा असर कर गया। उसका  वह रूप  मुझे  ममत्व का स्मरण करा गया। माँ नारी रूप में हो या प्राणी रूप  में  उसके ममत्व  का प्रभाव  सदा एक ही  रहता  है। मैं नीचे  आ गया और सारी बातें माँ को यथार्त बता दी। मेरी माँ ने कहा की "बेटा  ,माँ हर प्राणी रूप  में अपने कर्त्वय  का निर्वाह करती  है। वह अपने मातृ धर्म को पहचानती है चाहे  वह  चींटी हो ,या चिडया हो ,माँ अपने बच्चों  की सुरक्षा और  भविषय के लिए  त्याग और बलिदान को  तत्पर रहती  है।  मेरे माँ के  इस विचार ने ममत्व  के प्रति मुझे  अति  संवदेनशील बना दिया। मैंने उसी  छड़ माँ से आग्रह किया की चूहो को वंही रहने दिया जाए। माँ ने कहा तुम ना  भी कहते तो मैं उन्हें नहीं हटाती। माँ के इन शब्दों ने मुझ पर आज  तक  गहरा  प्रभाव डाला है ।  धन्य है वह माँ जिनके  लायक बच्चे है और धन्य है वह बच्चे जिन्हे माँ  का प्यार  नसीब है… 
ओम मातृ नमामि।