I knew life will be very tough and competitive as we grow up but being very frank to myself.i don't wanna defeat anyone neither do i wanna lose.i just wanna win others heart not steal it.
Coming back to business ,i have written this sharing my experience of class 11th entrance exam ...
I seriously don't know how i grew up so big that i am to enter class 11 but this hyper competitive world leaves no one ....everyone has inherited talent ,own self interest and love...
Here talking about me .I am to share my experience of my first entrance exam..
7 day's before tests all my friends chinmay ,Neha,Poojashree,rohit and Ameesa were bothering of entrances and were working on it...
when it comes to mine .I felt "come on man",how can anyone judge someone whose slybuss is half completed and is asked questions from full term .fine, the best can crack but what about the one's less privileged like me...All my friends were preparing for a school called DAV,BISTUPUR.just few days back before form submission i came to know of the streams on has to fill in the form to take up to class 11 entrance exams
..ohhh,god first let us know what we are good at and then decide what we should take .it was like i have never been to playground all my life and was told to be the goal keeper and save the match all the time...Possibly i knew one thing that i am emotional kinda person so i can't be a engineer .so the next option comes from the law applicable to all the Indian families if not a engineer then he is a doctor and if born in bihari family like i was IAS is at top priority .i seriously felt to bring out something creative part of mine . i wanted to bring myself for a cause to bring change to human society but all this goes in vain once you choose a stream like i choose bio science.Here comes other tragedy all my school life i always had my friends support but no friend of mine was with me to give biology entrance exam as they all were aspired engineers.hence i came alone in the crowd of thousands to face this exam alone where all faces were unknown to me and mine was unknown to them everything was new to me..even i didn't knew the route to go to school and the auto rickshaw guy dropped me few meters away from my destination and i had to run because i was running late ....when i entered i found campus was empty complete silence .i found my room and my place comes the next tragedy it was mentioned to answer with black pen's only and and i didn't had black pen another answer was to answer with pencil but again i didn't had that as well ..i thought to ask the teacher but the moment i asked she told me that it was mentioned in the admit card there i realized ya it was mentioned fools like me read the important instructions once the are severely caught because of ignoring that instructions then i looked around to hunt for a pencil there i found a decent girl whose parent;s taught her to keep an extra of everything and luckily she followed their instruction s but people like me remember it when they get caught seriously .i got the pencil and i can't ask for eraser now because that will be very embarrassing hence i looked to put only correct answers i knew..everything was going against my side except for the reason i was given a window seat which is my favorite..i could see a lot of birds outside chirping from sitting in the class.i saw the questions they bounced of my head some i missed and some were playable .hence overall i batted well.at least something i did than doing nothing and i was proud of even doing that .
Exam was over but what i saw the next blew off my mind i saw thousands of kids coming together of a crowd .there were so many faces that even i found my face hiding somewhere and missing ..Now i understood why was the competition so much if all wanna go the same place and everyone one tries for it .simply it makes it difficult to choose the right for that place.it took almost half an hour to pass that 20 meter's distance.The moment i was out of the crowd i felt relief and took a deep breathe .Then i got little emotional because there was no one to pick me up while every other had their parents or well wishers to accompany them i was little upset for this but then i thought that an important face of my life began with the burdens of my life on my own shoulders and all i have to do now is alone and face difficulties alone.then i decided to walk and observe people and their faces. i walked from that school to kharkhai bridge and looked at a lot many faces all had different feel on their faces some happy some sad some excited some worried...but all had a kind of satisfaction for what they were in ...
this made me realized it not only about an entrance exam it 's about an entrance to a serious lifestyle where the journey of miles is on our own shoulder's and one one is around to help you out.either you crack it or get cracked with it.
EXAMS COMES AND GOES .WHAT MATTER'S IS THE THINGS YOU ACTUALLY LEARNED ARE APPLICABLE TO THE REAL WORLD OR NOT.THESE YOU REALIZE FROM THE HARSH EXPERIENCE OF YOUR LIFE.
BY -VISHAL KUMAR RANJAN
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